diff --git a/Dalamud/Game/ClientState/Actors/ActorTable.cs b/Dalamud/Game/ClientState/Actors/ActorTable.cs
index 1a4d8f0ef..9dd372ea1 100644
--- a/Dalamud/Game/ClientState/Actors/ActorTable.cs
+++ b/Dalamud/Game/ClientState/Actors/ActorTable.cs
@@ -43,7 +43,7 @@ namespace Dalamud.Game.ClientState.Actors {
 
         private static readonly int ActorMemSize = Marshal.SizeOf(typeof(Structs.Actor));
         private IntPtr actorMem = Marshal.AllocHGlobal(ActorMemSize);
-        private Process currentProcess = Process.GetCurrentProcess();
+        private IntPtr currentProcessHandle = new IntPtr(-1);
 
         #endregion
 
@@ -81,7 +81,7 @@ namespace Dalamud.Game.ClientState.Actors {
         {
             try {
                 // FIXME: hack workaround for trying to access the player on logout, after the main object has been deleted
-                if (!ReadProcessMemory(this.currentProcess.Handle, offset, this.actorMem, ActorMemSize, out _))
+                if (!ReadProcessMemory(this.currentProcessHandle, offset, this.actorMem, ActorMemSize, out _))
                 {
                     Log.Debug("ActorTable - ReadProcessMemory failed: likely player deletion during logout");
                     return null;